Here’s a clear guide letting you know what you should do, and more importantly, shouldn’t do when going through DP/DR.
There’s no doubt that depersonalization/derealization disorder (DP/DR) is one of the scariest, most daunting, and frustrating mental health issues a person can experience. DP/DR is a strange mental health issue. People with this disorder feel like they are detached and watching a movie of themselves. The world can seem unreal to them, and life can feel like a dream.
Those who go through this disorder wish there were some sort of guide or manual that could help them through it. But unfortunately, there’s a lot of misinformation out there.
That’s why after my recovery, I started my blog to document all the ways you can recover from DP/DR. In this article, I want to cover some DO’s and DON’Ts when it comes to depersonalization and derealization. So, let’s get started. For each topic, I’ll start with the DON’T and then let you know what you should DO instead. Here we go!
DON’T fight your DP/DR. This is a classic mistake that DP/DR sufferers make. By this, I mean that people try to resist feeling the unpleasant thoughts, feelings, and sensations associated with DP/DR.
They will try to block it somehow, only to find that they fail every time. Sometimes they can distract themselves for a short while, but they’re always afraid that there will come a time when they cannot distract themselves anymore. None of these tricks work. That’s because the more we fight, resist, block, or distract ourselves from feeling these weird symptoms, the more we stress ourselves out. Not only that, but stressful events like the COVID-19 pandemic can trigger depersonalization for some people. There’s a clear connection between stress and DP/DR. By increasing your stress, you are increasing the intensity and the length of the DP/DR. We want to lower our stress during this time, not increase it.
DO accept these symptoms, no matter how weird they are. I’m a big proponent of the acceptance approach. By this I mean, trying to let go and accept and allow these symptoms. Just feel them out without trying to distract, block, fight, or resist them. Some of you may have these symptoms present 24/7. Acceptance here means just letting them be there for as long as they want.
DP/DR isn’t here to ruin your life. It’s just a protective mechanism. Once you understand that, you’ll be able to let go, accept, and allow these symptoms without trying to fight them constantly. Doing so greatly helps with your recovery. Acceptance is the only method that can help you calm down during strong DP/DR symptoms.
I know. It sounds crazy, and it isn’t easy. The acceptance approach demands that you develop your inner strength and courage to face these feelings without trying to run away and hide. But let me tell you, it gets a tiny bit easier every time you practice it. You must understand that these tiny positive changes add up over time. Acceptance is one of the four core principles of DP/DR recovery.
So, the next time you feel DP/DR and its associated symptoms, try to face them with an attitude of acceptance instead of fighting them.
DON’T think DP/DR is dangerous. DP/DR robs you of your sense of safety. You believe that you are in grave danger. But the truth is that DP/DR is simply a natural reaction to stress or trauma. It’s not an evil monster out to ruin you. DP/DR is not directly harmful. It’s only harmful if you let it control you. Even then, all it can do is confine you to your room and make you lose out on life. DP/DR can never kill you or make you go insane. You must understand this on a deep level.
DO cultivate a sense of safety. In order to get your life back, you must try to cultivate a sense of safety that is missing. There are some simple strategies, like using a safety note, to feel safe during depersonalization. You’ll find that as you build your sense of safety, it becomes easier to accept and allow the DP/DR feelings since you now realize deep down that you are indeed safe. Because of this sense of safety, you can remain calm even when your instincts falsely tell you that these DP/DR symptoms are dangerous.
DON’T keep searching or googling your symptoms. We’ve all been guilty of this. DP/DR is a special condition that makes us read up for hours and hours on information about this topic. But the problem is that there’s so much conflicting information out there. This can confuse you. You may already be stressed out from DP/DR, and you’re adding more stress by reading conflicting, often inaccurate, information.
Not only that, but by going to DP/DR groups online, you may also expose yourself to other people’s suffering. If you can give and receive help in these places, then that’s fine. But often, you can easily get triggered by reading about someone else’s experience. Don’t put yourself through this. Just STOP the constant searching.
DO follow legitimate advice. The reason I started my DP/DR blog in the first place was to create the best site for DP/DR sufferers to get accurate information. Stick to reading just one or two blogs about DP/DR. Read from authoritative blogs such as this one, psychology today, etc. Ensure that what you’re reading is having a positive impact on your recovery.
DON’T compare your DP/DR experience with that of others. Something that a majority of DP/DR sufferers do is to constantly compare themselves with other sufferers. Don’t do this!
For example, you may read on DP/DR forums or elsewhere that someone has been struggling with DP/DR for 20 years! This can easily send you into a panic. What you don’t realize is that others’ conditions, life choices, the support they receive, and their past are very different from yours. Don’t compare your experience with others, especially when it comes to how long DP/DR can last. Everyone is different in how they experience DP/DR.
DON’T become impatient, DO develop some patience. Alright, I’m combining this DO and DON’T. Yes, the point here is clear: recovery from DP/DR requires patience. No one really knows how long your DP/DR can last, but the more we worry about this, the longer we may have to endure. That’s how paradoxical DP/DR can be sometimes.
Because when we constantly worry about how far we still have to the finish line, we are putting ourselves in a state of stress. But when we truly say, “I am going to be patient; this DP/DR can last however long it wants,” that helps us relax a bit. That’s when healing occurs. We’ve got to give up our expectation of a quick, overnight recovery.
As you start to recover, you may sometimes find that most of your symptoms start to fade away one by one. But a symptom or two will linger for a while. I often see people complain that they haven’t 100% recovered. If you’re one of them, then I’d advise you to be patient. DP/DR is an innate protective mechanism. We don’t control when it comes and goes. So why fuss over something we can’t control? What we can control is our reaction to DP/DR symptoms. We can accept them instead of fighting them. We can control whether we are patient or let ourselves be restless, impatient, and constantly stressing about how long DP/DR will last. The choice is ours to make.
DON’T put your life on hold. Ok, I realize it’s hard for you right now. You may have stopped seeing friends because you can’t connect with them as you did before. You even stop connecting with family members because every time you interact with them, it feels really weird. You may stop going to work because you can’t focus, and it can be panic-inducing to be in a professional setting.
Day by day, you withdraw more. You become alone. You stop doing the things you did before. Sometimes, I’ve seen people simply retreat to the safety of their rooms and stay confined there. You put your life on hold because of DP/DR, and weeks, months, and even years go by. You see no improvement. Is there a better way?
DO normal things. This might sound like an oversimplification, but to feel normal again, you must do normal things. That’s the hard truth. I know it feels scary to talk to people, but that may be because you are trying to hide your DP/DR when you talk to them. Open up to your close friends and family about DP/DR, don’t try to hide it. Learn how to manage your work along with your DP/DR.
You withdraw from life because everything is weird or fear-inducing to you. But if you keep doing everyday activities, despite the fear and the weirdness that you experience, you’ll see a breakthrough.
You don’t have to go crazy here. Start small. Can you meet up with one close friend and have a heart-to-heart conversation with them? If you feel depersonalized during your talk, then try opening up to them about your condition. If you haven’t gone to work in a long time, can you at least try to pick up part-time work? The new setting might be scary for the first few days, but you’ll get used to it, and then the fear will die down. You’ll start to feel confident again. This positive feedback loop will spread into other areas of your life. You’ll slowly be able to add back the activities you used to do. That’s how you get closer to recovery.
On the other hand, if you’re going to wait for a full recovery so you can connect with life again, then you’ll be waiting a long time. Connect with life now, in whatever small ways possible, and slowly over time, you’ll be able to have your life back.
DON’T care about day-to-day DP/DR changes, DO focus on the long term. Don’t make the mistake of carefully monitoring your DP/DR every day. Don’t think to yourself, “Oh, I felt better yesterday, but today I feel awful!” DP/DR intensity can sometimes change daily. Don’t worry about it. Zoom out and focus on the long term. How today is going is not an indication of how tomorrow will be. Today, you may be feeling intense DP/DR, but tomorrow, you may wake up to find that there’s only a mild case of DP/DR. Just give up this day-to-day, or even week-to-week, tracking. Let go of such habits. Be patient, and look far ahead. Tell yourself: “In about a year or so, I know that overall, I will feel better if I practice the right guidelines. Meanwhile, I’m not going to care about day-to-day DP/DR intensity.”
There you go. I hope these DO’s and DON’Ts were helpful to you. I know you are feeling tested right now, but it does get better. Follow these guidelines and keep taking those baby steps towards recovery.
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About the Author: Hi, I’m Swamy. I was once a depersonalization and derealization sufferer. After my recovery, I trained to become a certified counselor to help people recover from DP/DR, anxiety, and panic disorder. I share all the resources you need to overcome depersonalization, derealization, anxiety, and panic. If you feel like you could use some help and guidance along the way, do check out DP No More.
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Hey! This was the most helpful one, I made a quick read and later I will to a detailed read. I will definitely try my best following these. Thanks for this!
I’m already doing all these things. I have seen more than twenty therapists about that. I have read books, i have talked with people, i have put it on the side for years. I have done all of that and I still have it for more than 22 years now.
I don’t Google my symptoms, i know they are typical and boring now, i don’t care, and I don’t compare them with other people, now i know it’s dpdr and I am not “crazy”. I don’t even have that much anxiety. It’s too easy to disregard the testimonies you don’t like just by saying they probably did it wrong. I am also fed up with people who want to make me feel guilty of sharing my experience because it will frighten other people. My life and my feelings and my need to share them have the same value as anybody else.
It’s funny how in the beginning people tell you it won’t last, and they tell you what to do, and when it finally does last they blame you and ask you to shut up and stay in the dark so as to preserve other people’s hope. When is the intermediate stage where people let you speak and question their certainties? Talking about acceptance. What about the acceptance of other people’s situation? If the solution is to stop trying to control our experience and suppress things, how about accepting the reality that for some people it can indeed last for decades even though they did the “right thing” and you don’t have the answers to their problems?
To accept derealization would it be smart to think of someone or something that makes me safe or is that not accepting it?
Hi Liliana,
We appreciate you reaching and commenting on this blog post. You have posed many great questions that would be great further access with a local therapist. I will contact you directly with some resources please check your email.
-Danielle
This was a very interesting read…I’m 48 and have been suffering with depersonalization / derealization disorder for almost 30 years now…and it comes and it goes. It’s the scariest thing imaginable, when and while you’re going through it – and then, bam, if and when you can snap out of it, you can forget about it pretty quickly (at least for me, that’s the case).
I’m currently experience some symptoms as I type this (it’s awful), and it does seem like a tough cycle to break when you’re in the middle of it…but I’ve always gotten better and gotten back to “normal”, and I think that’s part of how I get through it. For me, it seems like a pure chemical imbalance, as it really doesn’t take any kind of situation or trauma to put my mind into that state.
I do my best to stick to a routine and just let it go through me, and after a day or a few days, it goes away… But at times, I’ve had it for weeks or even a month, so for any else suffering with this, that not abnormal. I take an SSRI (which has stopped the full blown panic attacks I was having over 20 years ago), and take a benzodiazepine when needed…obviously you need to see a Doctor before taking anything for DP/DR (or for any disorder in general).
All the best to all of you going through this. It’s extremely difficult to explain to someone that has never experienced it, but it’s much more common than most folks that experience this think it is. For me, talking to some people about it helps, especially if you can find people who have experienced it. Not only does it solidify the case you’re not alone – but I find it actually DOES help to share experiences with it.
Last point, it is totally ok to NOT feel ok……and you will get better and feel better, eventually. 😌
Hi D.S,
Thank you so much for reading and leaving a comment on our blog post as this takes a lot of courage and vulnerability to share. I am glad to hear that you got the help that you deserve and needed. May you comment shed some light and provide hope to those suffering with depersonalization / derealization.
-Danielle
This was so helpful! I’m 18 years old, and I’m suspecting that I have DP/DR (not a self diagnosis). I haven’t gotten a fornal diagnosis yet, but everything I experienced is just so connected to DP/DR. I have experienced severe anxiety since I was a child, and even symptoms of DP/DR. I feel so disconnected with my reality almost all the time, I feel so numb, unsafe, and it is scary. I can’t even keep track in how long these episodes last, and it’s starting to freak me out even more. I will follow these things I read, but I would also like to know if anyone has more advise in how to deal with this.
Hi Lux,
Thank you for reading and commenting on our blog. It takes a lot of self-awareness and courage to share with others.
I will contact you directly with some resources please check your email.
-Danielle
I fell into a world of depersonalization 8 years ago I haven’t come out it , the first few years I remembered clearly what reality felt like I forget now. I am really struggling. I know what this is i know all my coping strategies but I don’t know how to cure it. Trying to live a normal productive life in a world that doesn’t look or feel right is impossible. Where do you turn when you are trying your best to help yourself & Dr’s have ran out of ways to help you. Even if I did find a cure for my DDD I can’t imagine it will be a easy transition back into the real world I often wonder if life would just as be unbearable. I can’t speak to anyone about this it’s so hard to describe what my world is like . I’m desperate for help.
Hi Gill,
Thank you so much for taking the time to read and comment on the blog post, it takes a lot of courage and vulnerability. I will contact you directly with some resources please check your email.
-Danielle
I currently am going through this and it’s the most bizarre and unnerving experience. Mine is 24/7. It’s completely ruining my life. Mine come on from going off my meds to fast. I constantly replay the “if I didn’t go off my meds I’d be normal” each day that goes on I get more frustrated but at the same time more accepting of this hell. I know I can’t do anything to change it I just have to learn to live with it. Please reach out for help if you need it. That’s what Im doing. Currently sitting in a hospital so I’m safe.
Hi Lora,
Thank you for reading and being transparent about your experience. It is good to know that you are reaching out for help and becoming more accepting of your situation.
Wishing you well on your journey of healing.
-Danielle
i have self diagnosed myself with dpdr because in my culture it’s hard talking about mental health since it’s not well recognised here. i have experienced dpdr since i was a kid, i remember first time i experienced something extremely weird and feeling detached from reality was when i was probably 4 or 5 years old. it went away or maybe it never did, a few years later when i was around the age 10-13 i started experiencing extreme panic attacks along with dpdr i didnt know what it was and my family thought i was just a sick child, they took me to several doctors and nothing helped there was nothing wrong with my body but everything wrong with my mental health, i grew up got into social media, got to know mental health is a thing and it really exists. i never knew it was a thing or you could get mentally sick, i was a sick sick child. i would cry and scream like a maniac because of my panic attacks while everyone thought i was dying, i suffered and eventually stopped reacting so much cuz i grew up. so during peak covid days it all came back again, i was experiencing derealisation so severe an i still wasn’t so aware upon it, it was around or after covid when i turned 15-16 that i found out it’s a thing. and i can relate to all the symptoms because it cannot be anything else other than derealisation, now i’m 19 and i fell back into stress again, and derealisation again. it comes and goes but this time it’s super strong since a few months, i’m severely depressed and what’s worse is i’m having intrusive thoughts abt death and ocd about it, i take everything as a sign and as a gut feeling. but again i feel like this has to do something w dpdr. why can’t i cope w stress normally and live normally like the ppl of my age, all my life is being wasted away because of my mental health illness and not being able to cope w things. i dont know the triggers, i feel like it’s stress that triggers my dpdr very bad, how do i cope w it and get rid of it forever. i know for a fact its dpdr, i also fail to recognise myself sometimes and i have a really low self esteem
Mishal,
Thank you for reading and sharing your thoughts on the blog.
You are right about the stigma around mental health. Unfortunately, that plays a role in why people are not seeking the help they need. The more we speak and educate ourselves about mental health issues the closer we are to normalizing and promoting mental health treatment. I will email you directly to help you get connected to treatment.
-Danielle